Anonymous asked: You are really ugly but intriguing at the same time.
You’ve phrased this statement like its bad to be both of these things, simultneously? I don’t fucking care if you think I’m ugly and I don’t fucking care if you find me ‘intriguing’. Go and suffocate yourself.
Next week is work work work work work, The Story So Far, Slam Dunk Festival, Berlin.
I am so content going to these things by myself and meeting new people, and I am so happy being alone right now. I can rely on myself and thats all that matters really.
And after all, I think thats the problem; I don’t miss anyone. I can’t picture faces or lips or hands or eyes or voices. The electric currents in my brain burnt the negatives of every broken memory that I painted on the back of my eyelids.
But I don’t want to replace this empty memory with new faces or lips or hands or eyes or voices.